The end of an era and the beginning of another
The end of an era and the beginning of another ... In life, when something is about to end or just break, it was a heavy heart, tears running down her cheeks, a painful sensation in the pit of the stomach. It hurts, you're scared of the unknown, lack, loneliness, post. You feel overwhelmed by sadness, grief, rage, insecurity, we do not know what to do or what to say. One has the impression being paralyzed and that we will stop living. We do not even allow to think that while we are alive, all hopes are allowed and a new life, perhaps even better, we may be waiting.
Different certainly, but that's life!
I've never had so much difficulty in giving a title for a work this time. I was thinking "End of the World" but it not sticking to what I felt in creating it. For me, to represent the end of something, it also represented the beginning of something else. A bit like a second marriage after a bereavement, healing after illness, life after death perhaps. Something in which I wanted to believe, hope, another chance to live differently, but quite possibly fully again.
I held him and now ... the end of an era and the beginning of another.